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#679213 - 04/04/08 04:03 PM
Re: Are u depressed?
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Kaiboshman
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Registered: 03/12/08
Posts: 415
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Chronic Pain and depression many times go hand in hand. I also suffer from depressive and anxiolytic episodes from time to time, and can definitely relate. Sometimes it seems that the mental pain experienced from this state of being is worse than the physical pain that precipitates it. I tell ya what, though, as soon as I log in here I begin to feel better. We have an unparalleled wealth of information at our disposal here, and the network of people I've read, learned, and shared with has had an immediate impact in my life (which is of course a positive one ) In a very short time-frame, I've come to realize that not only am I not alone, I'm surrounded by kind souls suffering from the same afflictions as myself (even if they're clinically different). Ultimately, in complex times such as the one we find ourselves in, it is exactly this kind of atmosphere that those of us who are confused need to retain some semblance of sanity.
Personally, my wife and family cannot understand my pain issues, and I get tired of unloading all of my worries and troubles upon their already burdened shoulders. No one wants to feel helpless to save the ones they love. So now I come here and complain to all of you....LOL! Thanks all for the support and tjaisv--keep your head up to the best of your ability, and remember that you've got people here who are more than willing to lend a helpful ear. Godspeed!
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"Most people's so-called reasoning consists of finding reasons to go on thinking exactly as they already do." - Colin Wilson
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#681061 - 04/08/08 05:10 PM
Re: Are u depressed?
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jdawgdroptop
Member
Registered: 11/05/04
Posts: 128
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I am in more emotional pain than physical. It's really not that bad, just mainly existential depression and weariness with my life in general. Being on this board is a nice way to think about other people and get my mind off myself.
"Weariness with life"...wow, i can so relate. Am both physically and mentally sick here. Having HIV and being diagnosed as bi-polar/manic depressive, losing everything I had in my life....my home, my car, both of my dogs...well you could imagine...been on all of the major anti-depressants, they didn't help me at all. I'm a very proud person, you know one that "don't take no [censored]"...chin up kind of guy, but after awhile your face kinda gets tired, lol. The very fact that I can sit here and type this message is an outlet to a road yet unventured. I will continue to strive forward (yeah, a cliche)....stay positive..look, you'll find. You have not yet unleashed all of the good feelings in your heart....
I wish you well!!!!
dawg
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