Wow, sure sounds that way. Best thing to do is not have your foot on brake.

Nephro

Its very true that people deliberatly get rear-ended especially with others in the car as witnesess so that they can sue and get $$ and meds!!! Its a cruel world we live in now a days!

Good job, I hope you have a support system and people that you care for. Having others around that you love will help keep you clean. After seeing the damage with sober eyes your conscious will not want to hurt the ones you love. It's easy to inflict harm on ourselves but not n to our loved ones.

No words can express what you've gone through and no words can express how utterly proud people around you are of you. I am wowed by your actions and choices to use and to get clean, speaking of both will help your lifelong journey of sobriety.
There are so many kids and adults that need to hear what you have to say, find them, doing so will help them and you.

I can't even start to believe how you were treated while going through a life and death withdrawl. Shame on every person who turned you away.

Another poster said this and it's worth repeating: The skys the limit for you, you have strength that pales in comparision of others, a love of life that got you through. Whatever comes your way use that inner drive you have to make your dreams come true.

I believe that our lives have meaning and our experiances help define us. We will be hearing wonderful things from you. Your post means alot to people here, so many are dealing with similar pains, you gave the hope. Keep up the good fight and find your happiness.